.... but we end up on the wait list.
In last couple of weeks, i got on edge with my indecisiveness on various opportunities to live life. i was giving in to the happiness of others. Though, being the positive person that i’m, i was putting in efforts to put my emotional happiness first, i couldn’t. And i couldn’t relax. i started working late in to the nights which was just not me. For three consecutive days, i was sleeping by 2 am and beginning next day at 8 am. What next, i thought to myself. i needed to break the chain. So, off i’m to another location, away from routine.
i think i miss spending time with myself, just sitting by the window, looking out to the world moving or nature showing the life. It helps me connect inwards - I'm able to meditate with no stories replaying themselves in my head!
