Nobody wants to wait...

.... but we end up on the wait list. 

In last couple of weeks, i got on edge with my indecisiveness on various opportunities to live life. i was giving in to the happiness of others. Though, being the positive person that i’m, i was putting in efforts to put my emotional happiness first, i couldn’t. And i couldn’t relax. i started working late in to the nights which was just not me. For three consecutive days, i was sleeping by 2 am and beginning next day at 8 am. What next, i thought to myself. i needed to break the chain. So, off i’m to another location, away from routine. 

i think i miss spending time with myself, just sitting by the window, looking out to the world moving or nature showing the life. It helps me connect inwards - I'm able to meditate with no stories replaying themselves in my head! 

ALL YOU NEEDED WAS TO CALL!

Many a times we are struck in decision making - either being lazy or a procrastinator. It is happening with me more often than not. i saw some attractive spa offers online, one of which was in the hotel i’m staying. But i still needed to confirm, and the only way to do so was to pick up the call and speak to spa manager. For few minutes, i had a self talk dismissing that the offer price is increased and as a hotel guest i will get the same price. Of course, this didn’t help. Then, i made that call and was promptly provided with their service information. 

i’m happy because i was able to step out of my comfort zone!